"No," Luo Binghe agrees. "It's senseless to ask, isn't it? It must be so apparent. I thought myself satisfied—how could I not be, with all I've achieved? Yet I suspect the only one I was ever fooling was myself. The same cycles repeating over and over—warfare, seduction, marriage—and I a wave that keeps dashing itself against the sand, chasing these moments of exhilaration and never moving forward..." Ah, he's being maudlin. Well, Mingyan has seen him in this mood very often. "I'll say it plain. I've come to realize that women are not what I desire. I don't think I ever really have."
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Date: 2023-12-14 05:21 am (UTC)