"I think -- with the understanding that I don't know everything that's transpired with him since he came here -- that he was beginning to draw that conclusion for himself after his arrival." He hesitates, and then -- she's not going to stay, and he doubts this will reflect on Luo Binghe in her estimate -- he adds, "He did sleep with me. I think his heart may have already been bending towards Shen Yuan at that point, I'm confident it was just for pleasure's sake, but I know I was his first."